Here are the answers to those questions floating around in your head........
Psalm 139:1 O LORD, you have examined my heart and know everything about me.
Psalm 139:3 You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. You know everything I do.
Matthew 10:29-31 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.
Jeremiah 1:5 "I knew you before I formed you in your mother's womb....."
Ephesians 1:11 Furthermore, because we are united with Christ, we have received an inheritance from God, for he chose us in advance, and he makes everything work out according to his plan.
Psalm 139:15-16 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.
1 John 3:1 See how very much our Father loves us, for he calls us his children, and that is what we are!......
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
You see, you are loved. You are wanted. You are not a mistake. He does have great plans for you and for your life. You are important. You are needed. You are Gods child. He loves you. He will always love you. He will never leave you, never forsake you, and he will never give you up. No, never.